Sunday, August 8, 2010

Saturday, August 7th, 2010





We were up bright and early this morning for the Sandy City Hot Air Balloon Festival. It was a clear, breezy morning and it was fun to watch the balloons get filled up with a bunch of other families. After about an hour the balloons that had previously been filled up started to be taken down and it became clear that with the wind it wasn't possible to launch them. We were disappointed but it was still fun so we will plan on attending next year and hoping for no wind this time!

Peyton Nicole Smith

Friday, August 6th, 2010

Mommy called the representative at Canyons School District today to get some more information. When they retest me next week they will use a different test and it will be administered by a speech pathologist. Had I been one percentile lower last time I was tested I would have qualified so if I end up borderline again, the team will probably still decide to qualify me for special education since I was so close to "passing". So although this may be unusual we are crossing our fingers that I don't do well on this test!

Peyton Nicole Smith

Thursday, August 5th, 2010

I was not too excited to go back to the dentist for a check up today. I was doing just fine reading a book with Grandma and then the dentist came in and I knew I was in for some trouble. I went to the window and started crying - not just a little whining - this was serious sobbing. Despite the crying, I still had to have an exam and I was pretty ticked off by the time we were done. The dentist was pretty nice though and got me a teddy bear to take home for putting up with him. For the time being, we'll go in for exams every three months until I stabilize - at this point I only have one tooth in my mouth that is not crowned or capped so they'll keep an eye on that one.

Peyton Nicole Smith

Wednesday, August 4th, 2010


Mommy has been looking forward to today's appointment - my speech and feeding evaluation. Finally, I am getting some formal speech therapy! My feeding therapist in California did some great work over the last year but now I am going to have the opportunity to have someone devote the entire session to speech therapy.
Courtney came highly recommended and as soon as Mommy, Grandma Glenda and I showed up we knew why. She was tons of fun and was evaluating me for speech without me even knowing it - I just thought we were playing! Despite no nap today, I was ready to show off for her and she was pretty impressed with me. In fact, she thought it was hilarious when I would cover my trach and laugh. Mommy caught her up to speed on the road to speech before today. Most of the two hour session was spent on speech therapy but towards the end we did talk about feeding and I had a few crackers. She is super excited to work with me and thinks I can make some great progress since I am so motivated and easy to work with - music to Mommy's ears!
Mommy and I ran home quickly to change and then I was off to Nia's 5th birthday party. It was very unlike me, but I caught a case of shyness and wanted Mommy to hold me and I buried my head in her shoulder. It took quite a while for me to start to warm up to everyone. It didn't help when Cinderella showed up for the party. I am not a big Disney princess fan and rather then be in awe that she was standing in front of me (like all the other little girls) I was terrified and didn't want to get anywhere close to her! Eventually, Cinderella had us make our own crowns and I let her get close enough to put the crown on my head but I still refused to take any pictures with her. Nia was so sweet and let me play with all her toys and I found a new favorite - Polly Pockets. A little boy named Kyler who was 2 and just my size decided he liked them too so we played together nicely until it was time to go.
Thank you Nia for inviting me to your party!

Peyton Nicole Smith

Tuesday, August 3rd, 2010

A note from Mommy:

Driving home tonight, an unknown number came up no my cell phone. With my cell phone number being the contact for all things Peyton, it wasn't unusual so I answered. I was just pulling up in the drive way to pick her up from work, and as I answered the phone I could see her smiling face waiting for me.

The person on the other end of the line indicated she was from Canyons School District - Peyton's home district. She apologized that a few weeks ago she was not able to make the transition meeting but had sent someone in her place. After a moment of pleasantries she asked casually, "Did you know that Peyton's test scores were not low enough to qualify her for special education?" Of course I knew this but it took me a moment to comprehend her next statement, "Hearing loss alone is not enough to qualify her for services. We are going to need to retest her." What?

Six months ago I recall a conversation with Elk Grove school district representatives in which they said, "Peyton's doing so well, if it wasn't for her hearing loss she wouldn't qualify for special education." Then I remember many times over the last several months with representatives from Jordan School District (they have the contract for early intervention), Canyons School District and Utah Schools for the Deaf and Blind saying the very same thing - she didn't qualify for special education due to her test scores because none were low enough but hearing loss alone would qualify her. So where was this coming from?

She went on to explain that she contacted a rep from USDB who confirmed they use the same federal requirements as other Utah school districts and therefore as it stands now Peyton does not qualify for services. She said that because the IEP meeting in just weeks away she would like to retest her as soon as possible because one score (communication) was borderline. Still in a fog, I set up a time for retesting.

As I am prone to do, I hopped on the internet that night to look up the law. It is a long document and I could see that hearing loss was a qualifying condition as long as the child demonstrates a deficit in some area. Speech is also a qualifying condition and must be tested by a speech and language pathologist. As we've blogged over the last year, speech is an area that is difficult for Peyton. Because she was late to vocalize it's hard to know for sure how much of her speech difficulty was trach related, hearing loss related or based on the abnormal structure of her mouth and palate. All play a role to some extent.

I remember the testing that was done with Peyton a few months back and it was a lot of pointing to pictures and having Peyton say (or sign) what she was seeing. If you point to a picture of a dog and Peyton approximates and says "da" most people with the context can figure out what she is saying - one point for Peyton. If she walked up to a teacher with no context and said "da" would anyone know what she was saying - probably not. Because we want to go the oral route in the future, sign language is not an appropriate form of communication. Now don't get me wrong - Peyton still signs with us and those around her and we acknowledge the sign. We love sign language and hope to encourage her to continue learning sign language. But if the ultimate goal of USDB is to mainstream her by 3rd grade, her main form of communication will need to become oral speech. Should she not qualify for special education at all and is mainstreamed at kindergarten, she will need to be well on her way to transitioning to oral speech.

So when Peyton is retested in a few weeks our hope is that she retests again as "borderline" in the communication area so that she qualifies for special education. We feel strongly that her best chance at success will be the USDB oral language program and the sooner she starts it the more likely she will be able to mainstream just a few years later.

I don't understand why so many people don't understand the law - espescially since they are the ones who deal with this every day - but I believe part of it may be that most children with hearing loss have serious enough deficits in some other area so qualifying is not an issue. As usual, Peyton is blazing her own trail!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Monday, August 2nd, 2010



Yes, I am an actress just waiting to be discovered!

Peyton Nicole Smith

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Sunday, August 1st, 2010



Thanks to everyone who has donated to my Team Peyton page at FirstGiving! I am almost half way to my goal!

Peyton Nicole Smith